Monday, March 3, 2014

My Parents


I don't know where to start, how to start, my parents(my father(Bapa) and my mother(Bou))are my GOD ,my teacher,my guide, and everything for me, which  I could not describe, how much  they value for me, No I can't, may be it will be my mistake.

When ever I got some trouble, before thinking of GOD, one thing come to mind, my mother prays for me, I no need to worry, nothing will happen. Yes, I am true, I saw so many storms passes away from my life, because of her prayers.

When my father scolds at me, i might got angry many times, but i regretted all the times, at the very moment. I remember from the day i threw the photo of GOD in child hood(even i have not started schooling those days) my father throw me away, the day I urged for the badminton racket they brought me , even it was a month end budget, the night we are scolded for study and brought me new rubber and pencils. I remember all the days with you. I might hurt you telling hard words sometimes in reply, I know it was natural as me, and you forgave me.
Yes I cried so many nights looking at moon, thinking that you also looking at moon same time and thinking of me, because each time I look at moon, it reminds me evening study class by you on open sky under that moon, with those beautiful lantern at summer days.

But most thing that hurting now a days, that I am staying away from you, it hurts more when it reminds me you never dreamed of these day while teaching me and making me from a child to young. I am sorry.. that I am selfish now a days, I am staying away from you to make my career at this old age of yours, but each day, I do something keeping you mind that,the day will come I will make you feel proud.

I always thinks I could write a Poem for you, but as I am not a good writer as my mother, I can't write anything.So sorry.Hope I could write one in future. :)

This is not the small words for you, where my thoughts for you end, I could not find any words to describe you both.  Keep Your blessing on me,. Finally two words "sorry" and "thanks" :p